I started talking to my mother about two weeks ago. This happened b/c it turns out that all along, I had a semi-neighbor that grew up with my parents. This i obviously didn't know till Aunty Amina came from London this summer and introduced me to this lady. I had not seen aunty Amina for so many years, but thank God. I am so thankful for being able to spend alll the time I needed to spend with her when she arrived. She did so much to reconnect me with my family again. This is another year and another group of problems. It seems that every year come with its own set of surprises. I'm stuck in limbo once agiain. That place b/t knowing and not-knowing as I said in Ecclesiastes. We can now be sure that as we try to move up the ladder in life, the stryfe comes more sideways and sideways, and gets even more gargantuan. It sucks to be where I see myself right now because I did so much to do the right thing. I had set everything up to kbe in a smooth sailing position right now, and me and all my co-ds where ready to have a blast this semester but it seems the furies had ideas of their own. talk about blassts. Suleiman's landlord reneged on the lease he signed and he had to stay with me for a week, while we both skipped classses so I can drive him all around town. I fucking hate my life. Why won't he go live in my old house????!!!~ I have no idea. But some people have so many preconcieved ideas about certain things that you can't persuade them otherwise.
I gott new roommates, or better yet, I moved to live with F-- and old roommates and those guys fucking suck. I shouldn't say that, this is so mean b/c they seem to be so much better than my old rooomies, oh yeah, light years, but they were inconsiderate about me lodging my friend for about a week. The funny thing is that they are alll from the same country as him. Also, they seem to uncomfortable with my friends coming over but hey it's whatever baby.
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