vacay week

So I started reading a book on Haiti, hoping to finish it. Don't you hate when people talk your head off much ado about nada while your'e trying to concentrate and smthng else? I've been letting it happen to me too much. School starts next week. My life sucks what more? Don't have much to say really sorry I feel sad about other things happening. She won't forgive me, but I red the emails and yes I was an idiot. A narcissist. Was I pushed to the edge of coward-ry, or did I do the pushing? man that's too much to ponder ftb! I spent this whole winter in reston, was depressing. Even smoked to keep my sanity, but will not be doing that in College Park. Ah I can't wait alreadly like William Wallace, bring it. I'm ready for school, probably not, I don't think I actully rested. kufc